Overwhelmed... Yet Again!

So, I have already broken my promise to myself twice. This morning I woke up and realized that I didn't write my required blog post for Monday, which was yesterday. So I'm going to write it now since there is no way to go back in time. I don't know why I keep forgetting. Anyways, I feel like I have a mental breakdown every week. Everybody else seems to be getting it okay; even if they are super busy they still at least know what they're doing. I have no idea and I'm constantly feeling like I'm missing something that everyone else is getting. If I was driving and had a job maybe I would be more put together. If it's not obvious to everyone around me, I am barely an adult. I feel like a child roaming the sidewalks of college, just going through the motions. I know I must not be the only one feeling this way, but I would still like to get my shit together. I don't know if I'm allowed to cuss on here but there it is. Other than that and all the other crappy things that come with life, I am doing good! For now lmao. I wish these posts had emoji's so I could properly express my emotions! *Insert crying emoji here*